What is it with females? They act like they like you then when it comes down to actually hanging out they come up with excuses.. this is frustrating… Why can’t this not be a game? It’s not highschool we are adults let’s fucking act like it!
Day three of not drinking… Doesn’t sound too bad but I know now that I have a problem. This is rough, have a headache, can’t think of anything to do, can’t sleep worth shit.. this is not fun! And on top if it all.. nobody to help me through or to hangout with
Fuck! Why is it when you help someone out with something really important and then when the shit hits the fan they won’t help you out or even take fucking responsibility for what they owe… Fuck everybody. As far as I’m concerned the only people in my life that deserve anything are my two little boys. You don’t know who your friends really are until the shit hits the fan. I’m siding with HATE not love fuck it. I’m done with this shit!
Not having the best year so far..
1. Broke as fuck
2. My w2 is lost in the mail somewhere
3. I need to pay 200 fucking dollars for late rent.. which I don’t have
4. My phone is gonna be shut off tomorrow.
5. Bills, bills, bills
6. Getting to be quite lonely
7. My son really wants to join soccer.. can’t afford it
"Christianity was created by some decadent and degenerated Romans as a tool of oppression, in the late Roman era, and it should be treated accordingly. It is like handcuffs to the mind and spirit and is nothing but destructive to mankind. In fact I don’t really see Christianity as a religion. It is more like a spiritual plague, a mass psychosis, and it should first and foremost be treated as a problem to be solved by the medical science. Christianity is a diagnosis. It’s like Islam and the other Asian religions, a HIV/AIDS of the spirit and mind." -Vikernes